1. |
Go Game
04:50
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all I see
is numbers
obsessed with all these wonders
not too good at math
and can't calculate the thunders
but there's lightning in my brain
when synchronicitys asunder
plundered millions of shudders
at the thought of all my brothers
being linked with one another
my mind
it starts to stutter
i see the clock sputter
11:11 upon the rutter
lets me know that twin flames
are burning bright for each other
and when it's 3:33
the angels are signaling
it's time to get busy
on some musical flickerings
cause the spark warms the soul
and the passion yo its never withering
when my receipt reads 6.66
it's time to take a sit
reevaluate my life
and the man-made shit i split with
like, do i really need that brew liquid
to make me drunk as a dipshit
or the buttery biscuits
to make my heart flutter so quick
its a sickening cryptic obsession
that I'm hit with
when numbers cross my path
gotta mean more so listen
hook
the universe she speaks to me
like sacred geometry
all's quantifiable
cept abstract philosophies
not here to speak on
pythagoreas' wild theologies
only to acquaint you with my
love affair with numerology
(repeat)
triple 7s are so sacred
like a holy divination
im a 7 life path
so I'm lonely like the raven
inquisitive like the joker
have you choke
on your frustration
as a life scientist
dissect the world
from my space station
nothing intrigues me more
than learning bout death
thru creation
i am shiva the destroyer
and im here to test your patience
as i journey thru the worlds
with numbers and equations
the sum of the universe is zero
i smash pumpkins on occasion
equivocation of my hatred
can be seen by erasing
everything you thought was real
cause its taught by the patrons
counting how many times
folks got popped by the bacon
if you think you hate numbers
well then you must be mistaken
cause i calculate every blunder
with every breath that I'm takin
retraced elation with my minds elevation
every time that i think
I'm done with my placement
i level up to
admire the progress that I'm makin
whether my minds here on earth
or in outer space naked
when you text me at 1:43
i must admit I'm giggly
reminds me of beeper speak
when i was a just a kitty
meowing on the prowess
lookin for love from willy nillies
now it's grown woman shit
avoiding men in my lil city
not looking for a one night
68 with the after sex pillys
im not that silly jilly
out to catch her lil thrillies
surely not to catch the germ
or to get that burning feelin
you can keep the illies
my energys reserved
like a copyright billing
and when 10:10 crosses my mind
i know it doubles the ceiling
cause 0 is love and purity
and 1, im focused on the killing
like im adhd annoyed by the jingling
and since 3s company
Im safer with not mingling
with the herds of cattle
getting slaughtered by the millings
busy walking a path of inklings
cause i love the tingly stinging
i count every step by singing
punchin in the 16th bar swingin
while that dj keeps their heads ringing
signs ohhh yeah ohh gimme a sign
just gimme a sign
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2. |
Purgator Limbo
04:48
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we can't relate
no we can't relate
no more
constantly waiting
for something so meaningful
you kept me trapped in
purgator limbo
breathing in blackness
darkness so nimble
wish we could be friends
but lifes not that simple
and since you can't behave
then we can't be civil
prayed for your waves
but only got ripples
we can't relate no
we can't relate no more
you striked me as the crazy type
like psychopathic
drew me in your ocean seas
like asiatic
but i guess you didn't know my steez
cause i can't stand it
if im casted to the side like
anne up in the attic
had me fantasizing like dope
ugh
you were my habit
but Im done chasin the dragon
bout to get the knife
and start to stabbing
it aint no joke
cause hope died
along with my patience
always feelin like Im at fault
you're the one to say shit
the sexual comas
with you
would have been amazing
its best if i depart
like aliens in a space ship
we seem to be on different planets
like Venus and martians
our stars only crossed to collide
like hadron parsons
i was just a game u played
blew off
nintendo cartridge
bin over the drama
switch the channels to off kid
often daydream bout the good times
to no avail
this romantic boat
done shipped sails
verse 2
and when i say no
i don't mean maybe
i remember when i thought
we'd go half on a baby
but now thats nathaniel
finito
my love for you drier than
them deserts in a mad max sequel
no longer will i
sacrifice my pride
for your ego
cause I'm looking in your heart
and i can't find no equal
got that fake love
with them hate drugs in your
systems ether
dark matter in your soul
thats kinda fecal
need a king thug in my world
that sees my regal
adorns me with rare gems
a knowledge thats lethal
that uncut wisdom
call it perico
why treat me like a side chick
instead of your peoples
better get out that rolodex
and call one of your freak hoes
cause it aint me
muhfucka
cause it aint me
all u catchin is a dial tone
and maybe disease
no longer will i bow to you
get on your knees
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3. |
Hatheist Corpses
04:33
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some people see it as a weakness
cause i don't seek this
religulous type of frequence,
but
ain't no time to be prayin
and Campbell said
i should follow my bliss
but she don't follow authors
off the sides of high cliffs
cause
ain't no time to be prayin
and whatchu know about
goin out
head in stress
anxiety bout them judgin
the way that i wear my dress
aint no time to be prayin
meanwhile
the preachers up on the pulpit
collecting from all the suckers
manipulated by connin fuckers
aint no time to be prayin
father forgive me
but how do i know you're not a she
oh i know
cause the sheeple steeples ran by creeps
aint no time to be prayin
third world problems
but the money makes us Stevie's
blinded to all the countries
that can't even eat clean meats
aint no time to be prayin
gory wars battled
in his holy name
prophets sayin
revelations came
and now the antichrist to blame?
aint no time to be prayin
don't you realize
fear is a monopoly
feedin on insecurities
to bleed your souls economy
aint no time to be prayin
the bible tellin us
to love our neighbors
as ourselves
the tv tellin us
to buy our worth
up on the shelves
aint no time to be prayin
Devil's a scapegoat
God is an atheist
alchemist in the basement
cookin meth with satans kids
aint no time to be praying
overdoses at a record high
100 k a year
pharma pushin profit skies
while our children die
aint no time to be prayin
promotin drinkin and sex
all over system waves
and then they wonder
why we endin up
in prison caves
ain't no time to be prayin
always searchin for an outer
source to relieve our stress
even though
if we believe in self
then we will be blessed
aint no time to be prayin
holidays pagans put in place
corporately
we still worship money
'sides, what God
you know works for free?
aint no time to be prayin
inhale mary full of
cures and healthy ways
pushin chemo
and drugs
to kill u fast
like it's a race
aint no time to be prayin
indoctrinate our kids
with vaccines
propaganda masterings
and education factories
its blasphemy
aint no time to be prayin
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4. |
Necromance
04:51
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it all seems like a dream
pick up the pen
to get cream
first time I sharpened the sword
duke I was only 15
freestylin to slick rick
naughty ice in the spleen
blastin Mac shell shocked
bein all that I can be
house parties and mics
loud smarties and dykes
planet A in the cyphe
at that concert in Waiks
direct descendants for life
taught me the lessons insight
and how to channel my light
we battle usin the psych
babble with A alikes
while the wavs hit the spike
lookin out for the P's
you know they poppin for spite
these cats model for sprite
don't ever hop on this mic
broken hearts shatter fake
feel the hate in your fight
give life to the grave
rzarectin the mind
dead awake desiree
desert rays in the sky
disarray of disney kids
livin lavish on lies
when you spittin my rhymes
peel the veil from ya eyes
Freddy kruger raps
cause you die in ya dreams
horror tracks
for the cats
that be talkin to sheep
suited heart strapped mind
wear my armor to sleep
cause you never know peace
til you armin ya peeps
I wear my scars
like a badge of honor
eatin on the fauna
blaze the purple floral
marijuana
my house a sauna
bose speaker bumpin
cappadonna
I laugh cause
he thinkin he a charmer
im a goner
eat that good karma
keep that diet smooth
you suck at livin dude
you can't even die that good
you suck at rapping
cause you can't even lie that good
call me the captain
cause you can't even pirate good
smile at my nemesis
before I chuck the blade
and once it penetrates
contemplate
how long they been a slave
you been afraid
but its time to regenerate
genosape homicide
all ova ya dinner plates
they shrink ya pineal glands
til they thinly in shape
your brain disintegrates
when the words are ignored
notice when they kill our prophets
then their profits'll soar
if you don't stand for somethin
then you're prolly a bitch
end up dyin on your knees
in a soggy abyss
its time to raise the dead
its a necromance instead
not a love story
all guts and gory
I bleed the red
then they know its time that I fed
put these monsters to bed
with these thoughts in my head
see me pop out the shed
last thing that you heard
was these words that I said
you can't run from yaself
its a tragedy kid
knock knock
who the fuck
aren't you glad I didn't say trump
take you to a waterfall
when I say, jump
and when you hit the bottom
its gonna say thump
hah got em!
they recording ya death
for the play bumps
I slay chumps
put em in the trunk
cause they play punks
but in real life
never made a stage thump
I crave drunk
but id rather taste skunk
I had this made up
while I was speakin in tongues
hard to interpret like bloods in ya lungs
gurgle on a liq fifth
of a bottle of rum
crucifix stitched on ya palm with a gun
I spawned with the ones
who bond with the sun
here to save you from the drama
of Andromeda hun
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5. |
Modus Operandi
04:21
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there's a method to my madness
there's hope
then there's sadness
i mope in the badlands
a moat of emotions
a dream with mr sandman
or a date with a sad dad
lifes giving me the finger
or maybe the backhand
but i grow thru the mud
like a lotus in a sap sand
thru adversity
i take out the trash can
empty out the clutter
with these rap hands
with the wrath of my math
and the rationale of a madman
devote my notes on garotes
ropes in the throats
of spat plans
catch me on the inside
never on the out
its not just fear holding the jokes
its extreme experience
in these towns of clasped hands
rowing these boats down memories veins
ingrained in the crass fans
maybe they might laugh then
i'll keep one foot in front the other
despite the smirks from the masked pan
scared to grow up but scoffs at the next fan
merely there to shoot the breeze
refuse degrees from the cash clan
hook
i keep the pen by my side like a sword
its my sustenance when i need herb
my thirst for justice when i need swerve
this well aint drying up it eats words
don't try to interpret my mind
youll get lost up in these woods
verse 2
it might be cluster fuck for you
but, me i do this on the daily
don't contemplate the dogmatic theosophists
apocryphas from these
blavatskys or alice baileys
cause you put your trust in the word of the man
who was rich enough to speak first
thats so rehearsed and now i just fly off the seams of a meek purse
a bleak hearse cursed with the skirts of the whores bleak thirst
why wreak spurts when i can reap the burst of energy off my meat verse i don't take orders and don't ever try to control the heat squirt you'll end up feet first in a morgue with the rest of em who tried to reach, church it don't hurt me none if you don't interpret the speech slurs
nor will i dumb it down for children who barely got their peach furs this screech can stir the night with the ambience
of besieged blurs
it all just melts together in a technicolor beam sir
my paint brush just might be a feather of greek birds
who philosophize on the meaning of each verb
only to find out the authors were impeached nerds
verse three
and I'll get exiled too
but don't worry i won't blame you
and you're not my scape goat either
i never run from my vain truth
every action has it's consequence
and that's why
god made you
to carry out this free will
in the absolutes of brain stews
heated up by the moments
fueled by the naysayers with stained suits
its a ranged fuse that gets lit off the same strange fruit
this war isn't civil so why pretend it didn't mame you
name and shame you until your awareness defames you
til you're locked in a grey room with shackles that detain you
me, i let it go
that or let it burn depends on my sane view
im game dude
i just play mind tricks on myself to rearrange the shame cues
dodge and dip the absurd til these grains grew
lush enough for me to harvest without brewing up a lame excuse
please peruse my maze but don't start sipping from my rain dew
have you liable to go insane id allow it i won't tame you
sign this non disclosure agreement so i can continue on my same route
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6. |
Shit Show
03:11
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welcome to the shit show
thats become my gripe
that hopeless despair
i made her my wife
welcome to the crypt hole
where i dwell
this shit aint right
and now people feeding off my failures
like fish gone ripe
smell it in the atmosphere
tension cut with a knife
like
all this time and
I aint white
enough for your eyes
or maybe
i aint liked
cause you judge me with the devils eyes
and
he aint my type
trials and tribulations
smiles and strife
grin and bear thru oppression
an activist with a mic
cause
i ain't got no pipe
or enough of a pay check
to bet on this fight
but im hopin my lights
dont go out tonight
hook
now im tired of complaining
it's pouring
it's raining
Im scorned and I'm jaded
ignored or I'm hated
what am i supposed to do
with my life
how am i supposed to move on
why
do these clouds follow
my mind
how did i get so lost in these times
this maze filled with weeds
feelin incomplete
now im holding me back
im roamin these tracks
lord cut me three slacks
so i can be back
in my home
in my world
in my home
instead of this shit show
verse 2
picking up the pieces
aint easy as it seems its
like a quantum physics thesis
or like trynna prove jesus
impossible to breathe
like the apnea of sleep
less nights of the grieving
its hard to believe
this is me in a season
of freezing winters
with no green
in sight
wish i may
wish i might
gain the appetite
to eat tonight
while they feast
on their bed of lies
and laugh at my plight
i clip the demons off my wings
so i can take flight
these issues and attachments
got me feeling like shit
they talkin "lit" up on the radio
but im alone and its dim
but id rather be solo
and cold then baking in the fame glow
life is more than just rainbows
hope u enjoy the pain show
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7. |
Labor Pains
04:12
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this goes out to my three seeds
in deed and creed
they free'd me
from the spite of a repeat
serial offender of leaving
gave me a life with more meaning
see when i met your dad
it was a beautiful evening
sitting at the beach
while the moon she was still breathing
decided from that day
our connection was seeming
to offer up a seedling
of a sacrificial needing
of something bigger than ourselves
instead of just history repeating
ended up moving to a hippy farm
so peaceful and freeing
listenin to aesop on an mp3 player
while tokin the weedlings
how can such a connection
come off of myspace
believe me
we struggled so much
but found a sync thru meeting
built on politics religion and eating
transformed both of us into such
beautiful beings
and im better til this day
even tho we not speaking
let me tell you more about
your story as the records still
streaming
hook
and even though the times have changed
and in our minds we're not the same
im still going thru these labor pains
please listen to my labor pains
we could debate on who's to blame
but still the memories remain
while im going thru these labor pains
please listen to my labor pains
i still recall being at the doctors
they're saying it's twins
at first we were shocked
but then happiness sets in
time for us stop being children
and let adulthood begin
yeah we spoke on what kind of parents
we'd be frequent
but aint really know until you came out
the womb reachin
Im laying on the table
crying cause im freakin
anything could have happened
but there you were peakin
your dad looked peak-ed
both of us speechless
how can two opposites
make something so perfect
and teaming
with life
a combination of patience
traces of us in each seedling
so smart so curious
and there halo comes
with her heart beating
soon after the wedding
with the reverend reading
til death do us part
but vows can shift meanings
yet the most important reasons
are these queenies
growing up so fast even after the grieving
i aint mean for it end up like this with me leaving
hook
it's a shame how one day you say you're in love and the next day you notice it ain't the type that you were thinking of not saying i never loved him cause i did
but that fire burns out when the fightin catches wind
and soon the flame that once warmed us now burns down the grins
argue everyday and the liquor fuels the grim
not knowing how the stress of daily life could cause so much conflict stayed for as long as i could but so much hurtful nonsense
speak so ill of each other out of spite those tests we bombed it
but the best gift was you three angels who soften
my heart with each calm breath
you were never the problem and also not the solution to solve it
just innocent bystanders like rwandan nuns in a convent
so even tho words get in the way of the topic
just saying my loves unconditional like a nonprofit
prophet channeling my past so you could learn something off it
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8. |
Skin Deep
05:52
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it's like a broken record
stuck on repeat
waitin for the shallow seas
to recede
trynna succeed
in killin off the ego
dyin to lead
never will i follow her
into the lioness keep
she swallows any chance
in my heart to believe
suffocates my reasons to breathe
there's no space in these
departure debriefs
r.i.p. to the me that
starts to be free
once she got a sheet
of decreed release
the other half of my peace
started to freeze
paralyzed by a fear
bred by centuries
of deceased
swept in the
eugenicist breeze
carried me to
where im meant to be seiged
genetic disease
call it alcoholic
i just say it's the gene
devolvin me into a parabolic
bodily scene
welcome to the jungle
of heresy dreams
and as ill as it seems
there's still a part of me
that dares to be seen
as more than just an object
in this parody scheme
hook
its hard to remember
what we look like inside
our minds
far from the envious
masks we hide, behind
do you ever notice
the scars we keep
tucked beneath our eyes
at night
do you ever know why
our subconscious creeps out
it screams in fright
bridge
no more worries
its skin deep
only in our dreams
we will be free
there's somethin missin
in the way that she grins
its makin me cringe
hingin on the edge of
realism and fringe
it makes me sad that
we'll never be friends
cause i am her worst enemy
conspire for her ending
her reflections a medley
of pieces stitched together
by a desire to be friendly
but its only a glimpse
see the egos only hot air
in the loneliest blimps
im feeble in my trials
but they're only attempts
to get beneath the surface
with the glowing of fish
even with the rowing of simps
this boat can never go ashore
so this stream
is just where we will sit
waiting for a tug
from the going against
minnow bite the hate bait
knowing who wins
fear feeds anger
and it's turning within
cause the love i had for her
well, it died with my sins
now my heart is just a grave
decorated with pens
yo tell me what you seein
cause i don't see it
tell me who you want me to be
and ill be it
deflect your self hatred
like Manson
im your tourinquet
this inception is a nightmare
dyin alone, filled with regret
and still i upset
the balance with my brain waves
these doors of perception
finally opened
and these are strange days
so stop judging me
we all stuck in the same space
strip away the clothes cars and red face
all you are is flesh and dem bones
like an alice in chains head case
cut me down like Johnny cash
but im walking tall
cause i heard em say
that finger might be pointed at bliss
but the rest of em gonna slap you up
like a drunk Rick James bitch
im dumb but im famous
thats what they'll blame this
zombie generation
when the celebs are on pain meds
what a cosmic joke
and karmas at our throats
singing our tune
but hope floats
this murder she wrote
while lickin her wounds
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9. |
These Walls
04:19
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just wait and see
with loyalty
these walls
come down
for you
and when im free
to just be me
these walls
come down
for you
it took a little convincing
and a whole lot of time
to soften my cold heart
and open up my mind
see I've been hurt quite often
sick of shadow boxing
with my options
sick of watchin
all my friends fall in love
while I'm still rotten
bout the way people pop in
to your life without notice
or leave with a focus
of trynna bring you down
to the point
that you drink til you're hopeless
leavin me moping
wondering what I did
that could leave me so broken
I don't want to be noticed
so I lurk in the corners
til it's safe
not self loathing
just over being roped in
to a bull pen
with people who don't
show them
selves
until it's too late
and we both devoted
to a dead end
cycle of abuse and hate
all I want is a best friend
and a life mate
who gives me the freedom
and doesn't hesitate
to tell me the truth
no matter whats at stake
ill let you penetrate
my heart with an arrow
of love if you let me wait
til I'm truly ready
to open up the gates
I don't mind taking responsibility
for emotions fully my own
and I may let my guard down
for people I wouldn't allow in my home
but ive learned my lessons
countin my blessings
speaking these confessions
til somebody passes my thorough
inspection
cause even tho you get passed one wall
theres always more
and hundreds of bolt locks
nailed to the solid door
but as I speak to you each day
my walls crumble to the floor
just have patience with me
while we journey on this ocean tour
I'll guide you thru the wild terrain
and the jungles of nevermore
and give you the keys to my heart
even when it's dark and insecure
you see i had to rebuild
after the last wreck that i went thru
you complete me at a part i was missing
and its seeping in my mental
and we vibe at a spot that dives
deeper than this instrumental
I'll give you all of my body
even tho it's just a rental
you make me feel safe and sexy
its really that simple
meant for me like that jewel song
I hope it's you
climbing thru my window
I'm throwing up the white flag
cause like dido
I'm in love
I just hope you know
that you're the one
that I'm thinking of
cause love is a battlefield
and I'm
all outta slugs
and I'm tired of self soothing
I'm
all outta hugs
and I'm sober now
three months
I'm
all outta drugs
but I'm addicted to you
somehow
I'm
all outta shrugs
ready to begin again
eager to get me outta this hole
that i did dug
amidst rugs i cried so many tears
emit emotions so raw
even the onions would cheer
so glad that i picked up the pen
and put down the beer
so glad i picked up the phone
and put down the fear
of rejection and a hate for myself
that's lasted too many years
even tho i was alone i was never lonely
and you'd have to be pretty dope
to get me out of my home
see, Im kind of a hermit
and i love my personal space
i don't like people touching me
but you're a special case
i wanna tell you how i feel
while you're clutching my face
tell me you like the taste
lets go at my pace
bridge
said i got something to say to you
i got something to say to you
we got a whole lotta lovin to do
ooohhhhh
im gonna let these walls come down
ooh baby when they all fall down
you better be ready for me
for me
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10. |
Fxck You LOL
02:11
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Standing on the
edge of my thoughts
About to jump
Fuck my feelins
They got me
Lookin like a
straight up chump
Slumped
Dumped
Tired of hearin my heart go thump
pumped up
Hopes crushed
Like a beat up truck
I'm keyed up, what?
Let me speak up
Before I'm dust
Before all we are
Is a grave of distance
A wave of inches
Back to the black hole
Of conditions
Of missin
Someone who spits in
The face of love
Instead of listens
Fuck you
For being so nice
For being my type
Matter fact
Fuck you
For treating me right
For keeping me hype
For showing me
What real love is like
Fuck you
For leaving me
With anguish and spite
Fuck you
For every time
You made my night
Fuck you
For fucking me right
For loving my light
Fuck you
For coming up into my life
Fuck you
I'll prolly love you
For the rest of my life
And now the fever
Of catchin feelins
Is catching up to me
And my eyes are just a river
That's crashin into the seas
I'm not sayin this the ending
But best believe
I thought our telepathy
Was spellin out destiny
neglected chemistry
I'm reachin for weaponry
Always self destructive
Cavin into these assumptions
I'm hot he's cold
with him there's always somethin
If I'm not bein bold
I literally couldn't function
I am not for errybody
get lost in this percussion
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11. |
And I Love Him
03:11
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ohhh and i love him
mmmmm la la la la laaaa
oooh yes i do
said i do i do
i love him
feelin insecure bout myself
i asked him
i said
ooooohhh boy
i said where'd you sleep last night
tell me
polly needs to know yeah
cause ya
cause ya
think I'm going dumb
like
is this about a girl that I know
he said all apologies
my libido
took control
ohhh and i do
i do i love him
mmmmm la la la la laaaa
oooh yes i do
said i do i do
i love him
hey he's the one
likes all my pretty songs
the one I gave my
heart shaped box to
mmm but i should have known
nature is a whore yeah
she said
she said you can have some more
is it my very bad posture
or is
or is something in the way
of how you feel bout me
oh me
oh where do bad boys go when they die yea
i hope you burn in the lake of fiyah
hook
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