just wait and see
with loyalty
these walls
come down
for you
and when im free
to just be me
these walls
come down
for you

it took a little convincing
and a whole lot of time
to soften my cold heart
and open up my mind
see I've been hurt quite often
sick of shadow boxing
with my options
sick of watchin
all my friends fall in love
while I'm still rotten
bout the way people pop in
to your life without notice
or leave with a focus
of trynna bring you down
to the point
that you drink til you're hopeless
leavin me moping
wondering what I did
that could leave me so broken
I don't want to be noticed
so I lurk in the corners
til it's safe
not self loathing
just over being roped in
to a bull pen
with people who don't
show them
selves
until it's too late
and we both devoted
to a dead end
cycle of abuse and hate
all I want is a best friend
and a life mate
who gives me the freedom
and doesn't hesitate
to tell me the truth
no matter whats at stake
ill let you penetrate
my heart with an arrow
of love if you let me wait
til I'm truly ready
to open up the gates

I don't mind taking responsibility
for emotions fully my own
and I may let my guard down
for people I wouldn't allow in my home
but ive learned my lessons
countin my blessings
speaking these confessions
til somebody passes my thorough
inspection
cause even tho you get passed one wall
theres always more
and hundreds of bolt locks
nailed to the solid door
but as I speak to you each day
my walls crumble to the floor
just have patience with me
while we journey on this ocean tour
I'll guide you thru the wild terrain
and the jungles of nevermore
and give you the keys to my heart
even when it's dark and insecure
you see i had to rebuild
after the last wreck that i went thru
you complete me at a part i was missing
and its seeping in my mental
and we vibe at a spot that dives
deeper than this instrumental
I'll give you all of my body
even tho it's just a rental
you make me feel safe and sexy
its really that simple
meant for me like that jewel song
I hope it's you
climbing thru my window

I'm throwing up the white flag
cause like dido
I'm in love
I just hope you know
that you're the one
that I'm thinking of
cause love is a battlefield
and I'm
all outta slugs
and I'm tired of self soothing
I'm
all outta hugs
and I'm sober now
three months
I'm
all outta drugs
but I'm addicted to you
somehow
I'm
all outta shrugs
ready to begin again
eager to get me outta this hole
that i did dug
amidst rugs i cried so many tears
emit emotions so raw
even the onions would cheer
so glad that i picked up the pen
and put down the beer
so glad i picked up the phone
and put down the fear
of rejection and a hate for myself
that's lasted too many years
even tho i was alone i was never lonely
and you'd have to be pretty dope
to get me out of my home
see, Im kind of a hermit
and i love my personal space
i don't like people touching me
but you're a special case
i wanna tell you how i feel
while you're clutching my face
tell me you like the taste
lets go at my pace

bridge
said i got something to say to you
i got something to say to you
we got a whole lotta lovin to do
ooohhhhh
im gonna let these walls come down
ooh baby when they all fall down
you better be ready for me
for me