Standing on the
edge of my thoughts
About to jump
Fuck my feelins
They got me
Lookin like a
straight up chump
Slumped
Dumped
Tired of hearin my heart go thump
pumped up
Hopes crushed
Like a beat up truck
I'm keyed up, what?
Let me speak up
Before I'm dust
Before all we are
Is a grave of distance
A wave of inches
Back to the black hole
Of conditions
Of missin
Someone who spits in
The face of love
Instead of listens
Fuck you
For being so nice
For being my type
Matter fact
Fuck you
For treating me right
For keeping me hype
For showing me
What real love is like
Fuck you
For leaving me
With anguish and spite
Fuck you
For every time
You made my night
Fuck you
For fucking me right
For loving my light
Fuck you
For coming up into my life
Fuck you
I'll prolly love you
For the rest of my life
And now the fever
Of catchin feelins
Is catching up to me
And my eyes are just a river
That's crashin into the seas
I'm not sayin this the ending
But best believe
I thought our telepathy
Was spellin out destiny
neglected chemistry
I'm reachin for weaponry
Always self destructive
Cavin into these assumptions
I'm hot he's cold
with him there's always somethin
If I'm not bein bold
I literally couldn't function
I am not for errybody
get lost in this percussion
Really good album, he has being another MC on my radar since 2016's "Too Visible to See" , on this album he goes over Soulful beats from a number of producers, his flow is commanding and confident, "Legend In The Making" was an interesting track, "Heaven is the Place" is a deep and great track, also "Still I Rise. "Why" is my favorite song as he questions everything going on in the world and from his perspective, "They see you as competition and keep switching sides." markmcauley1 (Strictly Hip-Hop Spot)
classic ESF. shit sounds like a staple Masta Buildas album minus the Atma...
props Apak for this work as well as Gamma always huge on beats and verses. DRP, too, with the clever hilarious bars always raw.. y'all came correct with this! chadmandu